happy today
well, I have had two people contact me about my blog. I am a little excited to see that there are people out there just like me struggling with their weight while being a stay at home mom. I think it's really tough being at home all day with all this access to food.
I try not to buy bad stuff but then again....if I buy popsicles for my kids, I try not to get into them. But then I get bored or I just WANT one, I will go and raid the fridge. Before I know it, I have eaten two and then I say to myself "one more won't hurt" and before you know it, I have eaten a whole box in like 2 days. It's sad. I can't have surgery for this because I have a blood disorder not to mention it's extremely expensive and with my husband's insurance....we would be out a lot of money. So hopefully I am going to try and get on phetermine but I have to wait to get enough money up. It cost 50.00 just to go and see the doc (they won't file it with insurance) and then it's another 48.00 for the prescription. I know it might not sound like much..but for a stay at home mom who's husband is the only provider, It's a fortune...lol!!!
I am bound and determined to loose this weight but my problem is, I just keep putting it off. Well, hopefully I will gain enough will power to start my weight loss on my own. Till then......

