09/27/2006 04:52
day erm i forgotten
on the cambridge diet
you know im starting to love this diet
no worries no cookin
and everyweek i shrink
the hunger seems to have passed again
*thank god*
i get some really bad days were i drink so much water and sip the c/d broths i could happily crawl into bed and wish the day would hurry up and end
but the results far outweigh the bad days
i love being able to go into a shop and try on oooooo size 14
clothes and laughing when they fit me
i feel normal
now i can waltz past the fatty shops and not feel like a huge lump in the high street department stores
i finally threw away my big baggy black cardigan
that hid all my sins and bars of choclate/cookie/ice-cream rolls
it is true nothing taste as good as getting slim feels
09/25/2006 14:10
day 63
god ive been so hungry today
think it coz im due on
i hate hormones and periods
why cant i be a soddin man
keyboards playing up
bloody **b** wont work have to bash it 20 times to get it to work
good job i had the cambridge diet veg stock
lovely with lots of curry powder in it
eased the hunger pangs no end
think its a early night tonight
iiiiiiiiiiiii wanna eat
and its driveing me nuts 
**i better lose weight this week or ill scream **
09/22/2006 13:50
wow
what a 60 th day the cambridge diet has been for me
9.30am i get weighed
and i lost (all together now) oooooooooooooooo 7lbs
oooooooo im now under 12 stone ok just by a half but im so pleased
so now im aiming for 11 stone marker
its getting all a bit exciteing
i normally hate diets but im actually enjoying this
im not starveing
*but sometimes i get hungry 'ish*
i dont get low blood sugar and the shakes
and my bulimia is in hibernation
((thanks the lord))
i know people with eating disorders are'nt ment to do this low cal diet
but its saved my life
(more about that subject another time)-but not today i want to remain in a happy mood 
ive noticed the choccy cambridge diet bars give you wind
*hides head in shame* "yep it was me not the dog"
but on the plus point system they make you un constipated
*thumbs up for that one i say*
right must dash telly to watch and feet to put on the sofa ((thats after i find the remote control))
was ment to go out tonight but im sooooooooo not in the mood
awwww well
cant win it all can you
09/21/2006 13:28
59 days already
wow
im amazed
must find out how to do that bloody tracker weight thing right
ooooooooooooo and i finally did it
i ordered a tread mill from my cataloge
oooooooo000000ooooooooo 2weeks and its all mine
sod the cost the kids can live on beans on toast
heard there nutrishious anyway *snigger*
09/21/2006 13:17
just a quickie today
some days im hungry some im not some im sorta in the middle
im havein a middle day today
oooooooo no my periods comeing
DANGER CRAVEING time
runs round house hidein all the goodies and chewable items
routine at the minute
cappicino - saved for de-caff coffees through the day/ evening
(my god they help)
chilli soup abput 2 or 3pm *flippin gorg* with added curry powder
and a bar about 6 or 7 pm
danger time the evening
so its water
water
water
and if i get to bad
that veg stock// dishwater stuff from cambridge diet
*with added curry powder* slurp
weigh in tommorow
PLEASE GOD LET ME HAVE LOST SOME WEIGHT
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09/20/2006 09:36
day 58
i really should have started a diet diary earlier but like everything in life
im always a tad bit erm late
even though i love this diet
i seem to have good and bad days
and i get so peeved off when i see people saying they never get hungry
i wish i never did
sometimes ive stood at the kitchen door grabbing the door frame willing myself to stay away from those yummy chrispy bread rolls
and dairy lea trinangles
not forgetting the dollopes *large ones* of ooooooo branston pickle
(sticks tounge back in mouth)
and chants nothing tastes as good as being slim feels
3 packs a day
and £40 for the pleasure
but its working
but i think its more my willpower than the diet plus im to lazy to shop or cook healthy food
a bagga chips and a kebab was so quick
but you can live on takeaways *or can you*
anyway 2 stone down
and another 3 to go woohoo
skinny jeans here i come
(i hope)
