10/10/2006 10:52
feel like its day 2 again
wow got through yesterday
no hitchs
no bingeing
no purgeing
weighed myself this morning
very odd one says no weight loss
move the scales to another part of floor
then it says ive lost 4 ilb 
hmmm i think i need new scales
or a new floor
hubby hasnt had no work this week *aint self employment grand*
so im now worrying how ill pay the bills and feed the kids/dogs next week
never been this bad before
guess ive been lucky in the 2 years since he went to work for himself
i guess we'll get by somehow
trying to stay positive
only good thing is my weight at moment
i can face anything when im slim
how stupid does that sound