day erm i think its 76
a little afraid to drink water today
yesterday i was so ill i ended up in hospital and was kept in overnight
i was fine till i downed 2 litres of water in just under a hour
maybe the headache was nothing to do with the water
but boy i thought i was gunna die
being sick passing out and the worst pain in my head ive ever known
seem to be getting them more frequently as well
a little scary seeing as ive never suffered with aches n pains before now
i was forced to eat yesterday by worried family
could have cried as i bit into that pizza
from there i raided the shop and stuffed what ever i could into my mouth
ooooooo my jaw ached i havent eaten iin months
my calander now has a big red
b and p
on yesterdays date 
b= binge
p=purge
yes my bulimia reared its ugly head again 
but just for the one night
today im back on my sole source cambridge diet
and all thoughts of food have been dropped from concerned family members
even though they thought they were helping
by makeing me eat
it was the road to ruin
im not to worried though only had 2 or 3 purges since i started this diet
so as they say
ill pick myself up and carry on
and not fret about my head down the toilet all yesterday
another day another pound to lose