Getting Lean, Strong & Healthy

An evolution in body, mind and spirit.

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  • Name: Anna down under
  • City: Wollongong
  • Region: New South Wales
  • Country: Australia

My Weight Loss

Height: 162.6cm
Start weight: 271.00lb
Current weight: 263.98lb
Goal weight: 130.00lb
Lost to date: 7.02lb
Remaining: 133.98lb

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Before After

I did lose weight!

I know, I'm not supposed to be weighing (at least, not worrying about what I weight right now), but I do.  I weighed 115 kg last Saturday, and then last Thursday I saw 113.8.  So naturally I was disappointed to find myself back at 115 kg on at Saturday's weigh-in.  The trainer said I would likely gain in the beginning, but I held steady, so I guess that's good.  But today TOM arrived -- wasn't expecting that for another week I thought.  And that made me realize I always gain about a kilo before, so that would make a difference, too.

Anyway, I'm not worrying about it, I'm just eating right and going to fit class 3x a week at this point.  And tonight's workout was good -- gets a little easier each time.  The trainer said I could mix and match with other classes now, except of course for Boot Camp which I'm nowhere near ready for.  So maybe I'll mix it up this week.  We'll see how it goes.

They warned me this could happen

Actually they warned me that at first I would likely gain weight when I started training.  Well I didn't gain this week, but neither did I lose, despite eating well and working out three times.  I've definitely got muscle soreness today - not pain or anything, I can just tell I really worked hard, and it actually feels rather good.  Well -- until my dog jumped up on the bed this morning and I sat up to move her -- bad idea!  My stomach muscles protested strongly, but despite that, I did sit up!  Since Wednesday I couldn't do that to save my life, I'd say I recovered better this time.

So I'm where I was last Saturday, holding steady at 115kg (253.53 lbs) and about to go walk the dogs.  I was tempted to wait until after the walk to weigh, but we've got to head out and look at a house today before lunch, so I won't have time.  We haven't gone house shopping in some time, and we wanted to start looking again this year.  Something interesting popped up, so we'll go have a look.  After that we'll want to grab lunch, so we'll leave today's weigh-in where it is, and do as the instructor told me -- don't worry about it.

Friday's workout was KILLER!

Well I wasn't sure how I'd go today -- after Monday's workout KILLED my abs, and I couldn't even do a single sit-up on Wednesday's workout, I was initially very glad that today's workout with the trainer focused a lot on the upper body.  We did much more boxing exercises (with jogging spurts in between) than Monday's workout, so my arms are very tired right now.  I imagine they'll be sore tomorrow!  So we're like 40 minutes into the workout and I'm thinking wow, I might get away with no ab work!  Silly me.  LOL

You know what though??  I did it!  I mean -- not as much as everyone else, but I did it.  This time we paired up and sat with our feet together and passed an object back and forth each time we came up for our sit-ups.  I thought, no way in hell will I get up, I tried Wednesday and even yesterday and couldn't do even one due to Monday's workout.  Nope, not gonna happen.  OK he wants me to try, so I'll assume the position and just get up as high as I can and try to grab the damned thing from him but I'm telling you it ain't gonna ... hey!  I got up!  And again!  And again!  I probably did about 10 this time, and I know it wasn't perfect form but I did them.  He was saying to be sure to use your abs, not your hip flexors.  Hell, whatever gets me up is what I'm using right now.  I'll worry about that later.

OK -- finished those -- doubt I'll be able to do a second set.  What's that?  You want us to twist right then left when we're about half-way up to target our obliques?  Yeah right, I laughed, I'll give it a try.  Well -- I was past the half way point when I twisted right and left, but at least I did it.  I was really proud of myself for getting through everything today.  Obviously I modified again on the burpees and also on the plank, which was new for me this week.  I did do it from my toes for about 20 seconds or so, then dropped my knees down.  But I made sure to keep my knees way back, not right under my hips, so it was still pretty hard.  And I made it almost all the way, collapsing about 10 seconds before he told everyone to stop.

So now I'm home, showered, and finished with dinner.  Right now I feel fabulous.  But tomorrow -- well, we'll see.  And tomorrow is weigh-in day as well.  Not sure what to expect, as they did say I might initially gain weight because of gaining muscle.  Not sure if that would happen after only a week, but in any case, I'm going to try not to worry too much about the number on the scale right now.  In fact, he didn't even want me to weigh at all in these first few weeks, but I'm a bit of a scale junkie.  In any case, I'm feeling absolutely fabulous, so I'm not about to let some number on a scale change that.  Hope you all have a great weekend.

Wednesday's Workout

Wednesday's fitness class was canceled, with the option of doing the half hour ab class and the 45 minute card boxing in it's place.  I wasn't sure I was ready for a half hour full on ab work.  Had I skipped that and just did the cardio boxing, it would have meant starting later and I would have gotten home even later, and wouldn't have been having dinner until 8:30 pm.  I don't like to eat that late, so I decided to go home and do a Turbo Jam workout.  Remember those? I used to do them regularly a couple of years ago, and it's a good all around workout so I thought it would be a great substitute.  Boy was I right!

It was a bit of a struggle, but I got through, modifying a couple of times where it was a bit tougher since I was still a bit sore from Monday's class.  I was really disappointed that my class had been canceled on only my second workout with them, but I was very proud of myself for ensuring I got in a challenging workout after all.

After the workout, I wanted to try some sit-ups again, since I'd struggled with them so much Monday.  I'd made it through the first 30 second set, but couldn't do any more when the next set came around.  So I figured I should try a few more last night.  I had hubby stand on my toes like the instructor had done and I tried to do just one sit up.  No way in hell.  It's like my stomach muscles were totally forbidding me from even attempting it.  I was so frustrated!  It kind of hurt to even try, and they simply would not let me even eek out ONE sit-up!  So I did as many crunches as I could instead.

Throughout the day today I've been trying to do a few stomach exercises just to keep working it.  Modified versions of course, like sitting on the edge of the bed and leaning back, then doing sit-ups from that position.  Certainly easier, as it felt like half the workload was relieved.  I figure it's kind of like doing a push-up from your knees instead of your toes -- it makes it easier to do them.  Different positions make sit-ups easier too.  I'm not sure how I'll go tomorrow -- hope the class isn't canceled, but at least I know that no matter what, I'll be getting a workout in.

Can you say STIFF and SORE?

That's right, I went to my first fit class yesterday.  How'd it go?  Well ... there's a reason I didn't post about it last night.  I got home, showered, had my dinner and ... well that's pretty much it, I was buggered!  I mean I was tired and wanting to go to bed and it wasn't even 8:30 yet.  Wow.  I was still pretty tired this morning and slept in a bit late.

Fit camp was good.  I did have to modify some of the moves as you'd expect -- everyone started off with a jog to warm up, and I didn't get too far before I had to slow to a walk.  Then we grabbed partners and did a series of boxing exercises.  Uppercuts, jab and cross, and punching up overhead.  Then he had me doing a sit-up while he stood on my toes, and as you come up you punch left and right before lowering to the ground again.  I struggled getting the first 30 second set done - when we came to it again on the full minute set, I couldn't even do it once.  That's OK, he told me to just curl up as far as I could each time and don't worry about the punches.  Next came push-ups!  Believe it or not, I did get in two sets.  No specific number, just do them for the full 30 seconds, so I'm sure everyone else got in more push-ups than I did.  On the second set I didn't get as many as the first.  Of course I was on my knees and only lowered myself about half way, but hey -- I did them!  Then we jogged (and/or walked) to the tree and back another couple of times.

Then came burpees (aka squat thrust).  He said to wait while he got the others started and then he'd come show me what to do.  I thought he might suggest a modified burpee so I tried a couple of those while I waited for him to come back to me, but I couldn't even do the modified version.  When he came back to me he didn't even suggest that, thankfully.  He had me stand with my feet shoulder-width apart and bend down to touch the ground, then back up and stretch as high as I could, then back down again.  We were to do 10 burpees and then jog over to the hill and back. Then 9 burpees and jog, then 8, etc.  Some jogged to the top of the hill each time, others turned around at the base just before the steep incline -- I did that as well.

So I did everything he asked of me as well as I could.  The one thing I did not do was quit.  It was hard.  I swear 10 minutes into it I was asking myself 'what the hell have you done?'  But when it was over and I was walking back to my car I felt good -- I crossed over the walking trails where people were walking or jogging and I actually felt like I'd like to go for a walk.  I guess my energy was just high at that point and I felt like I could do more.  But I needed to get home to cook dinner, and I also didn't want to overdo on my first day.

I met a lady about my age or a bit older and asked how long she'd been doing this.  She said 2 years.  She's lost 86kg (190 lb), but 26kg (57 lb) of that was since she'd joined.  She's had some injuries and joint problems, so she modifies the exercises as well.  She definitely motivated me!

As the title of this post suggests, today I'm a bit stiff, a little sore.  Not bad really, but I can definitely feel that I did something beyond my comfort zone yesterday.  Today it rained, so I didn't walk -- and he said I should rest after each workout right now, so I'm OK with that.  I do think I'll go do some stretches, though -- I think that would feel really good about now.

I thought I would do the fit camp Mon/Wed/Fri this week, but the other option is ab camp (30 min) followed by the boxing cardio (45 min) workout on Wednesday.  I can't decide if I should stay away from ab camp until I can get through my crunches a bit better, or if maybe it's exactly what I need in order to get better?  Looks like it might rain anyway, so either way I'll probably be in the studio tomorrow.  I'll let you know how it goes.

So we've got a plan

I went for my consultation Friday at the fitness center. They weighed me, took measurements, and even produced the percentages of fat, muscle, water, etc. in my body using a fancy scale, and let me tell you, those numbers weren't pretty. He couldn't give me a copy, as their printer was down, but I remember figures like 48% fat and 56% muscle and 37% water and all that, and I thought -- that does not add up to 100%! He said something about it being estimates based on some sensor in the scale and not to worry about the actual numbers so much as how they would change in the next few weeks. He anticipated the fat to go down and the muscle to get higher. He said that it could possibly cause my weight to go up at first, because muscle is denser, or 'weighs more' as some people say. A pound of muscle takes up less room than a pound of fat, basically. So you'll be losing fat and getting smaller, but the scale might say you weigh more at first. I'm not to worry about that, and in fact he'd prefer I didn't even weigh in at all. Sure, no problem. I'm just kind of addicted to that, but OK if you say so. I'll try not to.

He then said I can participate in unlimited group classes for the next four weeks. He recommended I start at 3 days per week. He didn't want me to over do it and in fact if I felt tired or like it was too much during class I was to stop. I thought that was weird. Aren't you supposed to push me to do more? But he explained that it does neither of us any good to overdo the first week and be injured or giving up. I suspect he also wants to judge just how much I can do, as he said it was only for that first week or so. After that I suppose he'll know how much he can push me. But he's right. If it's too hard, it's easy to quit. He doesn't want that, and neither do I.

They have different kinds of classes but I can pick whatever ones appeal to me and just show up. They are often outdoors, but sometimes in the center. I just pick 3 sessions to attend next week and that's it. He didn't talk too much about diet other than to say obviously what I put in my mouth affects weight loss, but that from our discussions he thought I had a handle on what to eat. He said my BMR is like 1868 or something like that -- meaning over that number of calories I would start to gain weight. I said I was aiming for 1600 or so at this point, and he was fine with that. He didn't say what I should or shouldn't eat other than eat sensibly and don't eat things that obviously aren't good for weight loss - you know, most junk food, cookies, cakes, etc. And don't go out and have whatever you want for the coming weekend because you know you're starting Monday. Be sensible. Start slow. Do what you can. Sounds doable - certainly for a week, right? So let's see -- what classes are available at times I can attend next week.

I was thinking Mon, Wed and Fri - he wanted me to get in 3 times the first week. Monday I can choose from Fit Camp, Boot Camp or Zumba. Boot Camp says it's high intensity, and Zumba is held at a local club - not sure where that is. I think I'd rather try Fit Camp. Fit Camp says: Our most popular unchoreographed workout held at local parks (where possible) aimed at bringing all clients up to a good level of fitness and keeping them there. Fit Camp sessions involve boxing, running, core strength exercises, as well as upper body and lower body strength exercises. It also says it requires cotton boxing liners, and I have no idea what those are but I guess I'd better find out fast. I think starting with the most intense workout is foolish, and I've tried Zumba at home before -- so I think Fit Camp is where I want to start.

Oh, and my weigh-in this morning was 115kg (253.53 lb) meaning I'm down only 1 kg (2.2 lbs) for the week, but I'm fine with that. Will be interesting to see what next week brings.

OMIGOD I DID IT!

Yep. After work I pulled up out front of the fitness center and for a moment I was a bit hesitant to go in. I've never been the type who likes joining a gym, though I was OK with a Curves membership for a few years. There's always people at gyms who are WAY more fit than me, so I don't feel comfortable there. But this place isn't a gym, and while there are group classes it's more a personal trainer session that you share with 10-12 people. So I paid my $40, filled out the forms and left.

Because we've got family here another day or two for the holidays, my consultation is scheduled for Friday, and my training sessions start next week. I get 4 weeks of unlimited group sessions. Now if I like this and want to continue, then there will be an annual membership fee and monthly fees, and it's definitely not cheap. But if I like it and it gets results, then maybe it's worth it.

I must say, after I left and got back in my car I had a 'what the heck have I done' moment, but I got over that. It's OK to be a bit afraid -- the important thing is doing it anyway. And I'm also a bit excited, too. We'll see which emotion wins out come next week. LOL

Today's menu:
Special K (60g) with 1c lite soy milk
2 kiwi fruits
Small Salad with 2T ranch dressing
Baked Beans 220g can
Grain Waves 40g
Pizza Roll made with 2 Eatwell sausages
Heinz Italian Minestrone Soup 420g
Cocoa Banana Milkshake (1c choc soy milk & 1 banana blended)

TOTAL CALORIES: 1668 (64/18/19)

Ooh -- sugary juice drink

I had forgotten I was scheduled to give blood this afternoon, so that meant I had one of their juice drinks when I'd finished. I sometimes get lightheaded afterward, so they don't like me to leave without having something -- and no way am I having a milkshake, meat pie or cookies -- so at 112 calories, the drink box seemed the best option.

Today's stats were pretty similar to yesterday:

60g Special K with 1c lite soy milk
1 medium apple
Leftover Samosa scramble (1/3 recipe, but no wraps)
1 medium orange
1 orange drink box
8 Mini Crustless Tofu Quiches
1 cup each broccoli & Carrot slices, stir fried lightly w/garlic & soy sauce
1c choc soy milk & 1 banana, blended into a shake
1 cup 1 Special K bar

1629 Total Calories (60/21/19)

By the time I got out of the blood donor center and ran my other errands, I had to start dinner, so I didn't get in an official workout or walk today -- but after dinner hubby and I played Wii for a while -- bowling and tennis -- and that felt pretty good. During bowling when it wasn't my turn to play I kept moving and doing stretches and exercises, so I'm sure that helps. And I heard back from the guy at the Fitness Center, so I'll be stopping in tomorrow to find out about that $40 certificate. I'll let you know how it goes.

Monday, and off to a good start with minimal hurdles!

Yes, today is the day -- got the new eating plan all worked out and definitely sticking to it. And I did, really -- but we ended up at the in-laws house longer than expected and I was getting rather hungry and they had a platter of snacks out that everyone was munching on. Well, I had a handful of roasted, salted peanuts. But I counted them in -- so while today's calorie count was supposed to come in at about 1500, it's more like 1630 -- but hey, I'm still good with that. I did well with the situation only having the handful of peanuts, and it actually did tide me over so I didn't feel hungry. So here's today's actual menu, including the peanuts, which made it a bit higher in fat than I'd planned.

60g Special K with 3/4c lite soy milk
1 medium apple
Bombay potatoes & salad with FF dressing
2 kiwifruits
1 Special K bar
about 36 peanuts
Samosa scramble (1/3 recipe, but no wraps)
1 cup steamed broccoli
1 Soy Life blueberry yogurt

1628 Total Calories (54/19/27)

And I did get in a half hour walk with the dogs this morning before the rain started. Tomorrow it's back to work after 2 weeks off. That's always tough - but I'm actually looking forward to getting back to my normal daily routine.

Happy New Year!!

Yes folks, I'm back and I've got a new plan for the new year. I had a lovely holiday break -- we went to the beautiful Blue Mountains! It was my first time there and I was awestruck! We rode a steam train at the Zig Zag Railway and that was very cool, I felt like I'd stepped back into the 1800s. We rode the Skyway cable car suspended some 270 meters above ancient ravines and waterfalls, with an amazing close-up view of the three sisters rock formation. We explored the Jenolan Caves and saw some amazing views at Evans Lookout. There was so much to see and explore there, and I quickly learned just how out of shape I've become. I couldn't keep up! I had to stop and let others pass me in the caves. I could barely do the 20 minute relatively level walking trail the Skyway took us to, so there was no way in hell I could even think about the Grand Canyon Walk, which is a 3-4 hour hike. In fact, at the 20 minute trail, I had to stop and turn back when it started climbing too much for me -- I told hubby to go ahead and check it out and meet me back at the rest area.

I was hoping that $40 certificate from the fitness center would have arrived while I was away, but it didn't. I won't let that deter me, however, I'll go in next week and inquire. I've got to do something. I am determined to go back there one day with hubby and I WILL be able to keep up with him! I know I could just start walking again or doing some workouts at home -- but I really want to give this a try. I was reading up on reasons to use a Personal Trainer, and one of them was getting results much faster -- it makes sense, with someone pushing you, you'll do more than you would on your own. At least, I will. I don't push myself as hard as I should.

But I need an eating plan as well. I was definitely eating more veggies on the Lunch Box Diet, but it doesn't dictate what you can eat for breakfast and dinner -- you're kind of on your own there. So I sat down and thought about when was the last time I was losing weight steadily? When I was doing Jenny Craig in 2006. They have a vegetarian plan, but it's heavily dependent on dairy or eggs and I don't eat those. So I studied the menu plans -- still had copies from when I was on the plan. I've been coming up with substitutes for their foods that I can buy right in the store for the most part -- but healthy vegan convenience foods are hard to come by in Australia so I'll still have to do some cooking. I want to keep it to a minimum in the summer heat. But I've come up with a complete Week 1 menu and I plan to give it a try starting Monday. We've still got family here until then, and I don't start back to work until Tuesday. Since we shop on Sunday afternoon it seemed like the right time. I'll let you know how it goes. Today I weighed in at 116 kilos on the nose, which is 255.74 pounds. That's a BMI of 43.9.

There's one last part of this plan -- making time to relax, de-stress, meditate, focus on my vision for my future -- whatever you want to call it, I need some serious ME time as well. So I'll be finding time wherever I can to tune into myself, get in the right mind-set and focus on my goals. I want to be healthy in body, mind and spirit. Here's to a healthy new me in 2011!

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