So today was a ruff day. I havent added up all of my calories yet on the dailyplate so I'm not sure exactly how much but I'll let ya'll know tommorow. Well, morning, was ok and then I went to the YMCA got about 45 minutes in.. you know just really getting into the groove. Then my pager goes off to go back to the child care room. When my pager goes off its never a good thing. You know for most people its like oh your son/daughter has a dirty diaper. For me its oh your daughters pants are litteraly overflowing with diahrea or oh, you daughter just hit a girl in the head with a toy,(hasnt happened since..thank goodness.. it was so embaressing.) And today it was coming into my DD screaming bloody murder because she threw up. Like excorsist throw up threw the nose and mouth. They said they paged me because she started crying. My DD never cries unless something is wrong so they paged as soon as she started. And not long after is when she threw up. By the time I got home she was running a temp of 101. Which isnt to bad but she was shaking like she had the chills are something. So we were really concerned and she couldnt sleep because she felt so bad and just wanted to be held. So thats all I've been doing. But its going to be a looong night because I'll probably stay up just because her temp hasnt gone down at all. And I dont know I guess it's because I'm still technically a "new" parent so I'm still really cautious. Or does it never end no matter how old and how many? So an all nighter for me. But thats it for now. Now to check on all of you.
Oh and btw... Gellis and all other "The Hills" watchers. Oh I was soooo giddy like back in highschool watching Stephen and Lauren back together. How cute where they? How cute is he? I like Lo's comment at the end when Lauren says its just better the way it is and there is a long pause and Lo's like" yeah, but then one day you and Stephen will get married because that's what I really really want!" Tehe.. ok I'm retarded I'll go now.
So after yesterdays disaster I consumed 1347 today so I think I redeemed myself. Last night was one of those nights where I didnt log in what I ate before I ate it. So after I log in I felt so disgusted that I felt horrible. And when I feel horrible I eat more of it like its not going to make me feel worse. And then I just feel sick because I really wasnt hungry when I ate the extra stuff. Grr.. ok I'm getting frusterated just thinking about it. But i did get right back on track today. I love the daily plate. After I log in all my points I log in everything I did that day and how long I did it(estimating) and although I dont think watching tv is exercise or child care for that matter I love seeing how even every day stuff like that burns calories. And how quickly, if you stay busy, you can "work" all your calories off. I still think exercise is key in dieting but like I said, it's kinda nice to know that even though your not working sometimes it doesnt mean your body isnt working. Not much to talk about today. The most interesting thing that took place for me is we went and bought a new vaccum. Which was really desperatley needed. This will probably be my only post for the weekend so have a good weekend and take care.
Just a quick post. Today was my normal YMCA day and I cant believe how I was feeling. I knew I was tired but thats never an excuse not to do your normal routine...right? So I always go on the elliptical first.35 minutes. Man... I thought my legs were going to colaspe(sp?) They felt sooo incredibly weak.I was pushing soooo hard but it felt like I was going sooooo slllloooowww. I ended up going a little less than the average distance I always do but I just dont understand what that whole thing was about. It was even bad on the stationary bike. I didnt even bother to go on the treadmill. I really believed no good things could come of that so I will try to take Anna Beth for a walk later if weather permits. I felt really bad. I mean my legs litterally felt like jelly and I could even feel my feet. I wasnt dehydrated. I'm really good about that. So all I can think is TOM is messing up my body. Todays my incredibly hungry day (ihd) while TOM is here so I decided to make this my high or free day. I'm going to try not to go over 2000 calories but if I go a little over I'm not going to get too upset. Anyways, just thought I would share that experience just incase any of you might have any insight to what my problem might be. I'll be back on later..
Sorry I wasnt on here yesterday. I was extreemly hungry and extreemly tired so I went to bed super early right after greys anatomy. I was a HUGE greys anatomy fan. But then when the writers strike happened right after the finally or during(?) the shows werent as intresting. Infact the only reason why I watched it is because DH would tune in. But after last night I have hopes. Especially since Maddision is coming back. I actually liked Private Practice as well but I guess it wasnt up to par with ratings. Another show that I really like is The Hills. I guess its just my age group or because its really life that I like it so much. Heidi and Spencer are spoiled brats but I tell you what. You can see on Spencer's face that he really does love her. And I am so team Lauren after the rumor thing. But I think she should grow up a little because she can be in the same room with Heidi without getting coodies. Lol... ok a lot more yawn info. than you wanted but lol I'm just a little spacey today.
I'm really really tired. And if I didnt have a little girl I'd probably be laying in bed still. I hate when i'm so drained like this. I was starving last night. I mean stomach growling and all. But since I was exhausted as well. I took my happy but to bed. I finished the day out with 1464 and no aerobic activity. I'm pretty upset about that. But I did stay on my feet most of the day. So hopefully that takes away some of the shame.
Anyways, plan on catching up tonight. Have a good Friday everyone and be safe.
TOM came today. I"m so excited. Lol, not because TOM came but because I had no symptoms leading up to tell me that he was coming. How great not to have tons of cramps and bloating and well just all that nasty stuff. I forgot how great birth control could be! The only thing I did notice is that I started really craving chocolate last night. Which doesnt happen until TOM is on his way or is here. But enough of that. Its just nice not to have an out of control hunger and all kinds of pain.
Yesterday I did good. I started tracking on the dailyplate.com. I have been there once but decided to go back to my point system. But now I'm back there and I really like it. It reccomends 1536 for my weight just like the biggest loser club does. Yesterday, I had 1272 and I was happy and satisfied with that. And today I finished a little higher with1521 but still within my calorie goal. I went overboard with the tea when I normally dont but I still got all my water in so overall I'm happy with today as well. I've been slacking on my workouts on non-ymca days but I promised myself Id get back on track tommorow. Today, however, was a YMCA day and I managed to burn 541 calories in about an hour and 15 minutes so I'm happy with that as well. Anyways, I'm really excited for my next weigh in because I've really been to a T these past two weeks. Now if only I can step up my workouts again I'll be flawless.Well, I guess I better go. Take care everyone. Have a good day tommorow.
So I was super excited about TBL tonight and then an hour later it hit me... IT"S OVER! SO I guess I'm going to have to make out a work out to fill the empty void that will now be there at 8-10 on Tuesdays. I'm planning on checking on all of you tonight as well. But just thought I'd get on here and share my dissapointment reall quick.
Again. Haha.. so I think my schedule is finally falling together. I havent written but I have been quickly checking up on everyone. Just want to congratulate Gellis again for hitting Onderland. And I keep reading Brelee's blogs about being a clean freak. I tell you what, I wish I could be a clean freak I usually end up letting things go that by the time I end up doing it I'm cleaning forever. But it sounds like thats what clean freaks do too so I dunno. Still havent seen a scale. YMCA has some but they have the old fashioned scales like at the doctors and well... I just dont like those. They are mean. So I never get on them unless I have to. I cant really tell you if I feel skinnier because I've noticed that my weight is transferring to other places . My thighs feel like they are a little skinnier in my jeans but no measurement changes. So I'm just counting the days down until May 6th so I can finally put the curiosity of what I weigh to rest.So far today I've done cleaning and went to the Y. I spent 35 minutes on the elliptical, I burned 375 calories exactly and went 2.53 miles. Then I did 15 minutes on the treadmill. Only burned like 100 calories and went .83 miles but calories burnt are calories burnt! BTW.. I stopped C25K for the moment. I figured that it would probably be best if I did a brisk was at 3.7 on the treadmill to get my legs use to that first because I barely even walked before that. So once I feel comfortable with that I will start C25K and just go along that way. Oh and then I did 15 minutes on the bike, which was like 3 miles and 80 sum calories. So I am staying preety busy. I probably wont write blogs every day like I was before but I wil lbe check up on all of you everyday. The more comfortable I get with my new schedule the better I'll get about writing everyday again.
Oh.. wait. I have one more thing that I wanted to ask. DH's job requires him to talk to tons of people so he's very talkative to any and everyone. We have this one neighbor he nicely chats to whenever he's out on the porch and she pulls up. I know there's nothing to it. Like in my heart I know it and my good sense I do. He's honestly just being nice. But my self-esteem is just so bad because of this weight that it just wants me to think DH is talking to her because he secretly likes her or is there really more to that "see you later". I was wondering if any of you are going through it or have been through it. Like I said... there is one thing I know DH will never do is cheat because he has seen what can happen with his parents. But man, my bad judgement is just looking to try to tell me I'm wrong. I was just wondering how you are getting past it or did get past it.Lol.. I'm tired of having nightmares. Take care everyone and keep up the amazing work.
Some of you know I was talking about wii coming out with wiifit well they are finally advertising it on tv. I think they said may but dont quote me on that but anyways I went on youtube to show you what I am so excited about. The music is annoying but it looks really fun.
I dunno. I'm neither here nor there. Still havent weighed myself. That was ruff all in itself for the first week but I dont really think about it that much now. Which is really relieving. Working my butt of at the gym and at home. And trying to watch my calories. I've done superb this week. I've been working on a personal struggle of mine for a while now. DH works a lot so that I can stay at home. Actually, scratch that. That's part of the reason but even if I were to get a job to make up the difference because I do have a degree.. he would still be working just as much. It's just the demand of his job. Well.. since his company works for Disney he works nights because that's the only time contractors and such are allowed in. So he sleeps most of the day and then catches up with a whole bunch of calls. But I'm perfect during the days b/c I have DD to keep me busy. And she's finally at the age where for the most part I have a blast with her. But at nights I have no one. So food is my companion. It's very very hard to say goodbye to my food companion because it's the only thing I have. So as of right now I am struggling everyday. But each day its gets a little bit better. Kinda like the scale situation Sorry I havent been active latley. I've also been really tired. Since I stepped up my exercise I"m always exhausted. So bare with me please and I promise I'll be back to my regular writing soon. I'm just trying to be a more organized person and get a regular routine.But I hope all of you are doing fabulous and I'm sure you are. So I will catch up soon.
The only thing I did notice is that I started really craving chocolate last night. Which doesnt happen until TOM is on his way or is here. But enough of that. Its just nice not to have an out of control hunger and all kinds of pain.
I'm planning on checking on all of you tonight as well. But just thought I'd get on here and share my dissapointment reall quick.