That's enough Amanda.
193.00
Ok... so I had a totally horrible past two days. Infact I indulged so much last night that I felt sick to my stomach. The scales showed that too. Yuck Yuck. So last night I just wanted to cry and kept asking myself why am I sabatoging myself. And while I still dont know the answer to that question... I promised myself that I would let me get in the way anymore. It's way overdue and I'm tired of just thinking about it. Even though I still have a ways to go 20lbs is still a great acommplishment... well I guess it's not 20 right now but that will change. So counting everything. Even my tea. I dont drink a lot of it so I usually dont count it. But it can only help me. I'm still anticipating my family pictures. I always take bad pictures. This lady was nice enough to tell me when my hair was in the wrong place and what not so we will see. I'll be back on later girls. Need to get going for now though. Btw.. any good tips to waking up early. I want to soooo bad but it seems like my body just wont let me. Any tips would be greatly appreciated.
