Changing some things.
So I've taken a few days to think about how I want to approach everything. And thanks to Tatumsmom because she had a lot to do with it. I dont do good with deadlines and times. While I still need to be better with times for organization reasons(not being at places, because I'm always 10 minutes early.. I blame that on my navy dad
). I need a plan... I get so stressed because I never had plan. So I still need to work on that. But as far as weight... day by day. I set my tracker for August 13..I think? which means I would have to lose less than a lb a week to get to my goal.Although I dont like thinking about my weight taking that long to come off. It will ease my mind of stressing about it taking it all of so soon. I was also thinking about how I stayed so skinny in highschool. Now a lot of it had to do with sports but the other part is because I was always doing something. Not sitting at home all day.Sooooo.. event though I will be using more gas I think I'm going to start taking Anna Beth to the park and doing stuff with her more often. I'm going to start coming on here religiously because you girls keep me grounded and encourage me. And most importantly I'm going to work on changing my negative thinking into positive. So thats that. Thats where I'm at so expect to see my mouth running on and on again.