I guess I'm in trouble...what else is new!
Well, today it was back to work. I normally hate being out because it's more of a pain to get substitute plans together and then get my kids back in control when I return. But today wasn't so bad. I actually had a great sub, a GREAT sub that cleans....lol She was showing a video and I guess thought the dust on my VCR was disgusting. Sorry, but I barely have enough time to clean my own house! So, I returned to a clean class room! The day went well, I ate ok until I got to the retirement party I had to help plan. There was cake, and I ate some. I guess it's not awful. Normally when I mess up, I go all out! Then I returned home, and that's when I got in trouble. I don't think I'm wrong for doing this, but anyone that wants to give their input on this, you are welcome to. I had ordered phentermine on line. I had to wait about 2 and half weeks to get it in the mail. It came to the house today and my boyfriend asked what it was. I told him and he got upset with me. His first question was "how much???" I told him and acted like it was no biggie. I used to do Nutrisystem and he was fine with that. This is less expensive too. I even said that to him. He just walked out of the room. I know this is because he thinks I never stick to anything. I truly want to show him he is wrong! Tomorrow wil be my first day on it. I just need something to help curb my appetite, I am always so stressed and then I end up with a bottomless stomach. I'm only going to take a half of one in the morning to start. Hope it works. In the meantime, He'll just have to get over it.
Best of luck to everyone!!

