its my life!!!!
its now or never *sings very badly to the jovi*
so, yeah. diet...gone to pot. again. motivation less than zero. in fact its fo far backward it has almost come round full circle. Body beautiful? whats the point! yup i've hit THE LOW. that dreaded period every dieter experiences. usually more than once. but there is always THE BIG ONE. the one that wipes out all your effort, patience, motivation, good intentions, and leaves you with nothing but a facee full of spots, old clothes that used to big are soon gonna be too small, curl up on the sofa and wallow in a box of creme egg twisters, kinda mood. and i have hit it big time. like a 40ft truck smashing into the side of a building wrecking everything in its path.
Me and the OH are "working it out" which means we are both burying our head in the sand and hoping the issues will just float away on a cloud. meh.
And other exciting news in Angell-land, i quit my job today. I've had enough of the backbitching and lies and inability to do my job because my boss is a meglomaniac with OCD control problems. I graciously gave him my obligatory 4 weeks notice (i aint a complete bitch. plus i need the cash) so my leaving date is 5th September. He is heading up here this afternoon to throw a payrise at me in the futile attempt to make me stay. hmm...no. So i have 4 weeks to find another job 
I have been entertaining clients this week ( no, not that way! althought 2 of them are mighty cute if a tad on the short side) so i have been eating out and boozing since sunday. Wallet, and liver both suffering. Time to sort my life out once and for all. after all, i am almost *gulp* 30 (6 months and counting). And i refuse to be stuck in a dead end job i hate, with a body i hate and an overall unsatisfactory life. however, these are all major changes and doing them all at once is scary and completly unrealistic but i have ran out of the patience required to change my life one step at a time. for me, this is the time for all or nothing! wish me luck
Angell