back n bronzed!

yup. back to reality from my second trip to spain and planning my third  what can i say i just  it. so much so i am very much contemplating learning spanish and moving over there!!not sure how that would work with the mutt but where there is a will there is a way

Back to work  which i hate hate hate. Had a job interview though so fingers crossed.

Ate thoroughly too much, drank way too much and slept far too little whilst i was away. Had a blinding time, met the love of my life (yup its true, love at first sight does exist!). nuthin happened though cause i'm still with OH and im not that much of a bitch! and he has just broken up with someone who has done a pretty good job of screwing him over. Still, we know we have found our soulmates (mush!) we are just figuring out if it is gonna be a romantic soul or platonic. Either way im just so glad he is in my life and blah blah blah.

Did try and keep up my running plan, managed it for the first few days i was out there. then went to benidorm and running gave way to drink/dance-a-thon.and there the theme continued for pretty much the rest of the holiday.

I got a numerology report done, one of those free sample thingys that then try to entice you to part with your hard earned cash to see the rest of it. I done it for a laugh. I cried when i read it. Parts of it where so damn accurate and described feelings i hadnt told anyone! so i'm in two minds whether to pay the cash for a proper reading. To give you an insight:-

Laura, your Life Path of 9 ...

You are a deeply spiritual individual who often displays a deep interest in religion or the occult at a very early age. ( Religion yes, i am not a believer in god but i do have an interest in all religions, occult yush i did indeed have an interest from i was wee), . 

 As many nines are also very artistic, this connection with the higher powers might also be expressed through a talent such as writing, music or painting. (talent no, attempt is probably more accurate, )

 You are very aware of feeling as insignificant as a grain of sand in the Universe and believe that materialism, prejudice and lust just don't matter in the long run. (this is where is started to get scarily accurate)

You have a charismatic and very open personality that attracts you a lot of friends. You are very social, sometimes at the expense of your other responsibilities. Sometimes a number nine might take too much time out during the day "to smell the flowers" (*gulp*)

Your attitude towards life in general is very selfless 

Your life may seem too tough to handle at times which makes you vulnerable to finding substitutes for the family unit. As you are naturally very lonely and insecure, you are particularly vulnerable to joining a cult or becoming fanatical in the religious sense.  (can EP be classed as a cult i wonder? )

If you are a number nine you may find your life seems more difficult than others. (YES YES YES!)

Laura, your Expression of 6

You are a peace loving, harmonious individual who is a natural born diplomat. You detest conflict and will bend over backwards to make others happy. (yush i can be an emotional acrobat when required)
You express who you are by caring for others.

You excel at making others feel good about themselves and have the ability to instill new hope in lost hearts with a kind touch or wise words. You are also a very affectionate person and comfort others with your easygoing nature. Others are attracted by your empathy and your friends often seek you out for advice. (resident agony aunt me!)

You are naturally full of vitality and enthusiasm. You exude a personal charisma that makes members of the opposite sex consider you to be a "catch." (i wish) Once you are caught you are usually loyal to that one person for your entire life. (um....perhaps he has crossed my chart with someone elses)

Honesty and openness is very important in your relationships and if someone breaches your trust you are not likely to speak to them ever again. (yeah i have lost so many friends this way)
 

and then it blethers on for an other good bit about me living in a fantasy world yada yhada yada (all true but ssssh)

so there ya go, a scary insight into the world of me given to me by some bloke in new zealand. Still am a bit wary about paying for the full report so ho-hum one shall see.

now, weight related news.

Weighed myself today in work (on huge industrial scales so likely not to break. plus it was kinda by accident i climbed on them to get the model number hehe) and was pleasantly suprised to see that i have lost weight! in fact i have lost almost a stone (13lb) to be exact since i started EP. and now weigh in at well less than 20 stone. yay me! so kick start back with the program, start running again tonight, forget about the big greasy bacon and sausage baguette that i had for breakfast (i did skip lunch though) and healthy eating tonight. So i have extended my weight loss tracker and dates so further my goals. am also almost another dress size down when i started this whole diet, non diet, excercise no exercise start stop start journey a little over 18 months ago i was a uk size 26. I am now a 22 (sometimes a 24 in a trouser depending on the cut hence the almost another dress size) so rock on me. i have a size 18 mini dress in my wardrobe that i will be wearing by the end of the year! or using it has a dishrag. depends how it all turns out

Sayonara

Angell

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