bleh!
That's how i feel today. Bleh!
I'm loaded with the cold (sore head, bunged up, chesty cough), i am constantly tired to the point where i cannot get out of bed in the morning, i havent stuck my eating healthy plan, the weather is miserable, my house looks like a bomb hit it, my car broke down and there is a full demolition crew next door making as much noise as they possibly can!
I think part of the reason i am unwell is because i have been eating crap. No vegetables, no fruits, loads of fried greasy foods etc. And the other reason is because i am quite simply run down. Work is a nightmare. Nothing i ever do is good enough for my boss, he changes his mind about a zillion times a day about what he wants and nothing ever gets resolved! so yeah am completly stressed out. And i dont do stress! usually. My PCOS is playing up something shocking and my trich has come back with a vengance which is a sure sign i am not coping with life too well at the minute. Today i just wanna curl up in a blanket with my dog and watch (horror of all horrors) trashy morning telly. jeremy kyle anyone?
The only good news is that silly season is almost upon us (12th July for all you non norn irish folkses). Which means i get 2 weeks off work. wohoo!!!! Of course, i could use that time to sort out our new house and decorate, de-clutter etc. but nah, i'm gonna spend it havin fun. We are plannin to go see the OH's relatives in southern ireland for a week then i'm heading off to spain again for a week to see my folks and recharge my batteries. I cant wait!
SO, i'm gonna take the rest of this week off, laze about the house and try and shake this damn cold and de-stress. i'm gonna sit down and ruthlessly plan my meals, snacks, exercise days, weight loss etc so i can start from a clean slate in a clean state of mind this weekend. And i'm gonna screw the smile on my face so tight i'll look like the joker
Take care
Angell
xx


