crap crap crap and double crap

no folks i havent been watching re-runs of batman! i weighed myself last night. And every pound i have lost since i joined EP i have put back on. EVery last one of them. BASTIDS!!!!!! i effing knew it.

Tis my own fault, i was so annoyed i came home and literally ripped my cupboards apart. I chucked out everything (except the dog food). So today i go shopping. I've the OH well warned if he even so much as lets me sniff anything calorific, unhealthy, sweet, fattening etc i'm gonna castrate him with a butter knife. That oughta do it. Til he made cheese on toast and offered me some. I threw it at him. Why cant he understand how hard this is. He stops drinking coke and eating chocolate and drops half a stone in a few days. I slog my guts out, exercise regularly, eat healthy and drop a pound in a week. I hate men!!!!!!!!!

Went swimming last night, swam a 1/4mile. In 12 weeks i'll be able to swim a mile non stop according to my book. I havent been able to do that since i was a kid. OH and me are talkin bout going on the holiday of a lifetime next year , if we are still together, and are looking at either Dominican Republic or the Maldives. Either way i wanna get my PADI instructors license whilst i'm there and i am NOT gonna be a whale in a wetsuit!!! And i wanna start kite surfing so i need to lose weight dammit! i just want to lose it overnight

Have a good day

Angell

xx

*bleeds sympathy*

I know how you feel hun, I live with a skeleton.  He's 6ft and weighs 10st.  He can drop 7lbs in a few days if he's working a lot and not eating.  *hatez men*

As for the holiday of a lifetime, a year is a long time hun, you know all the cliches, a lb a week is 52lbs in a year blah blah blah, swimming is a great fat burner, so you'll do well if you keep at it!! 

xx

I know where you are coming from!

Yep, I agree with you there.  I want the weight to just come off immediately.  Takes no time to get it on, but work to get it off and keep it off. Keep up the swimming - good luck!