Here we go again!
I've completely written off the last two weeks. I've been eating nothing but crap since i came back from my holiday and havent stepped on the scales since. I haven't followed core I havent even logged onto the WW site, and i haven't been excercising the way i should. So here we go again. From today. I aint gonna weigh myself until my usual WI day of Monday but i am going to:-
Eat healthy and make wise food choices
Start a swimming and running plan
Stop feeling sorry for myself
Wise up and realise that my life sucks because i make it suck. PMA has dropped like a brick, It's time to hoist it back up!
I've had a rough few weeks, me and OH are probably gonna split up. I think. Scary since i've been with him 7 years, but I cant imagine being with him the rest of my life. but then when i think i'm gonna end it, he does something incredibly sweet that makes me think i dont want to lose him. Pft bloody men! My parents are home from spain and living with us, and doing my head in. AS much as i love them, i love them even more when there is an ocean between us. My job sucks. Well actually, no my job is great. My boss however, is an idiot. And i cant do my job because of him so therefore am on the lookout for a new one. We just moved house which needs a ton of decorating and OH (painter and decorater by trade) doesnt have the time to decorate.And he wont let me cause i dont paint right!! (how hard it is to drag a brush about a wall??) My dog is on suicide watch. The last two nights i have taken her out, she has jumped off a waterfall (which involved me climbing a 6ft fence, climbing down a river bank and carrying her back up. She weighs 6 stone!) and got stranded on a rock at high tide (again involving me swimming out, in jeans, and dragging her back cause she wont swim!) and i say im not getting enough excercise? haha.
Anyways positives
I got my hair done on Friday and it looks fab - copper with blonde highlights. I havent dyed my hair in 2 years because i have been growing out the red in it (it was to red to go copper apparently. Not quite sure how that works since copper is red) and it was a horribly mousy brown, black, blonde curly mess.
My tan is lasting well -i'm peeling in a few places so therefore go to bed plastered in moisturiser looking like stay puff from ghostbusters
My skinny jeans that i had just about squeezed into comfortably before my holidays still fit- just
I got my new georgina goodman shoes (www.evans.co.uk if you are a shoe freak. her shoes rock)
I'm feeling positive about moving on from here with my excercise plan and healthy eating
Tomorrow is friday.
Enjoy your day all
Angell
xx