and what and end to a horrible day!

so, back to the cake. It was lovely cake. and not as dense as i first though, infact the filling was mostly cherries (chalk one down to the 5 fruit and veg a day). Strangely i don't hate myself. Disappointed yeah, should have known better? yeah definitely. But i dont have that high low hate thing going on which i guess is progress itself...right? my diet today was awful.

Breakfast - cake

Lunch - Cake and a handful of strawberries (portion 2 of my 5 a day). i left my weetabix and healthy stuff in my lunch bag.

Dinner - back on track with chicken, veg and potatoes.

OH and I still arent talking......bloody flowers. Still dont know who they came from. I checked with my mum and dad but it wasnt them and it wasnt any of my friends. I didnt bring them home, left them in work. Dont want to start an argument. I'm just sad that after almost 7 years together , he can accuse me of having an affair because i got a bunch of flowers!! if i was out tarting about every weekend then yeah he might have cause, but he doesnt and i havent. Might do now though....nah maybe not

Still nice suprise to end the day, official WI today. I've lost4lbs. Blimey! that s a shock, especially after the weekend i had. But i know it can take a few days so i have to healthy he next few days and stick to core religiously to even out. In total (since beginning my "healthy eating regime" from this time laster year, admitted more off than on) i've lost 1st 2lbs. and most of that has been in the lat few weeks tis strange to think that potentially, in a week, i can be under 20 st. for the first time in years.

So yes ladies, putting today's drama behind me ( or i might sit on it and squash ot) picking myself up, dusting myself down and crackin on. And who knows, this time tomorrow i may be single!!!!

Adios

Angell