Tied together with a smile...

but I'm coming undone...

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  • Name: amynbpharmd2b
  • City: Cedar Bluff
  • State: VA
  • Country: US

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 182.00lb
Current weight: 185.00lb
Goal weight: 150.00lb
Lost to date: -3.00lb
Remaining: 35.00lb

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This past weekend...

has not been good.  Since being diagnosed with mono on Monday, it seems like everything has gone downhill.  Don't mistake this for a blog in which I whine about how things are never going to change, and how I'm giving up on weight loss and life in general...that's not what I have to say in the least.  Yesterday I was scheduled to take the PCAT (Pharmacy College Admission Test) for the second time.  I scored better than 72% of the people who took the test with me in October.  I didn't have a BAD score, but still wanted to see how much I could improve by taking it again.  I had studied for weeks and even pulled an all nighter Friday night to get in some last minute studying.  Yesterday morning, I was all ready to go...and then everything that could have went wrong between 7:15 and 8:30 am, did.  I couldn't get the ice and snow off my car from earlier in the week...since I've been sick I hadn't left my apt. so it had accumulated.  I fell on black ice in the parking lot and really banged up my elbow.  I got half way to Virginia Tech, where I was supposed to take the test, and realized that I didn't have my cell phone.  It had fallen out of my pocket when I fell.  So I had to drive 20 minutes back to my apt, and found it had slid under someone else's car.  By this point, I had ten minutes to make it to Blacksburg to get to the testing site, and that just wasn't going to happen, no matter how hard I tried.  So yesterday I ended up with a bruised butt and elbow, a slightly damaged cell phone, a loss of $125 for the PCAT fee, and possibly my shot at getting accepted at a pharmacy school this fall.  I hope and pray that isn't the case.  After crying and getting all my frustrations out, I called my mom.  Her response was different than what I expected it to be.  She said she was glad that I didn't go to Blacksburg...that obviously it wasn't meant for me to be there and that something bad probably would have happened if I had gone.  She seems to think that all of my disasters yesterday morning was God's way of saying, "I think you need to stay home today."  So I guess I wasn't meant to retake the test yesterday.  Hopefully, I'll still get into one of the three schools I'm applying to this fall.  The one person I expected to grouch at me, or laugh, over the whole situation yesterday, didn't do either.  I think I really underestimate him sometimes.  He can be nice when he wants to. ;)  When I get mad, I tend to forget that....and I shouldn't.  I really am blessed to have friends that love me. 

*My goal of getting an hour of exercise per day has been temporarily thwarted by this crappy mono.  Tomorrow, the mono wins NO MORE.

*I finally, finally, finally get to be back in a pharmacy tomorrow....where I should be. ;)

*Getting to see Taylor Swift in concert on March 1st makes me happy. :)

This cartoon made me smile a lot...cause it's how I feel most days...haha.

Comments to this post:

Oy!

Man - your mom was probably right - too much went wrong before you got there so it's probably OK that you didn't make it!! :)

Your cartoon is funny because it's 100% true, haha!!

Keep it up - we'll both get to our goals!  Every journey begins with one step, right??

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Sorry you had a crappy day but reading about it and what your mom said and how you have put it into very mature perspective and the cartoon attached just made my day, sweetheart!  We are gonna reach our goals ... for US ... and fro all the RIGHT reasons!!!!!

YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!

Love ya, mean it!

Janet

Hey Amy

Hey thank you so much for the info on Alli.. I looked it up and got the same info...So I guess Im gonna have to rethink the whole Diet pill thing.. I Looked some more up earlier this morning and found one called FentraPhen.. Do you know nething about that?? Thanks agian.. Mendi  Oh and keep up the good work on your diet... It looks like its working for you




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