I stayed the same. Stayed the fluffing same. I have stuck to it religiously. I gave myself 18 points a day as per kick start and have walked bloody miles and have stayed the same.
I counted all my wine and the fish and chips I had at the weekend. I just don't understand it. I had a sneaky look yesterday and had lost 3lbs. The ww helper said I couldn't have possibly gained 3 in a day and that my scales are wrong but they are ww ones and they always weigh me 1lb heavier than my weigh in. Always. Tonight they said I'd lost a pound so no idea what's going on.
Feel like jacking it all in. To top it off I had to call in sick today because I'm so tired and ache something chronic and have no idea what's wrong with me. It's like an all over migrane. I'm sure they think I'm skiving.
It all just feels like such a waste of time. 3lbs off in 7 weeks - IT'S A JOKE! Not to mention a complete waste of money. I can cope with not losing when I've been crap and I know I have because of the exams and what not but when I have a good week...I just don't get it.
I nearly didn't go to my meeting tonight. Was having one of those days where I was running perpetually late. Meeting starts at 6:30pm and at that time OH's ma was just dishing up tea (no cooker still!). Weighing stops at 7pm and after I'd scoffed my tea I thought there's no point wasting £4.14 monthly pass fee so went along and was near enough last person weighed. Lost 1lb when I thought I was going to STS so feel really good now!
Meeting was really motivating and has made me really focused to get this done! I'm now a woman on a mission! Going to save loads of points for a party at the weekend and am going to lose loads of lbs next week :-) You heard it here first LOL. x
Well OH in his wisdom kicked the cooker door in on Bank Holiday Monday as we were having a new floor put down and it wouldn't shift on the floorboards! Since then we've had no cooker, just the microwave. We ordered a new one which came on Tuesday but we can't install it because our electrics won't support it. OH's Dad is a spark but couldn't fudge it (probably for the best safety wise) so it's going back to be swapped for a gas one which isn't coming until Monday 16th June and has cost us an extra £70.
Another week living on ready meals, visits to parents and take aways. All very well but plays havoc with the diet! Honestly parents are sabatours when it comes to diets. My Mum's covinced that I'm not fat and persuades me to eat things. She thought I looked too thin when I got to goal last time. This comes from her in her size 8 skinny jeans! She gave me a piece of bread and butter pudd from her work today which is lovely and I wanted it but the points will have been astonomical. Need to plan really carefully for the week ahead and get into an exercise routine again now I'm back at work and the exams are finally over.
Need to start doing this properly and stop being a flipping yo yo! I mean 2 on, 2 off, 2.5 off, 2 off then 2.5 back on meaning 2 pounds off in 5 weeks in total. Aaaaargh need to do this so I don't look back at my wedding photos forever thinking I look fat and that I could have done something about it!
WI tonight - 2,5lbs on. I know why and need to move on from it but it's pretty depressing to think a month on I'm only 2lbs lighter. Half a pound a week average I suppose.
Hopefully this week's exams will not sabotage me too much. Back to routine next Monday so should get me back on track full time then. Just got to get to Monday and not celebrate the end of the exams too hard on Friday night!
I've been feeling really chunky and decidely un-sexy lately and the extra weight is the biggest contributer to that. This is such a silly thing to say but I see Myleene Class in that bikini on the M&S advert and just want to chuck something at the telly! I've never had a body like that and even without the extra pounds never will.
Ah well - not a reason to give up on the diet and I know one day I'll have to accept the body that I've got - just not today eh?!
I went out for lunch with my parents today as a break from revision and had a lasagne, not too bad but didn't leave me with many points for the rest of the day. Thought I would just have a WW soup for tea but didn't eat anything and then one glass of wine later got the munchies. The munchies didn't end well. I won't go into details as it's just tooo bad and was a total waste of points. So annoyed with myself.
Nothing I can do about it now anyway. Will try and have reeealllly good days up to WI on Tuesday but not holding out much hope. I deserve a gain to teach me binging on biscuits and sweets is not the way forward!!
Here's to 4 days of being able to stick to the plan!! x
I lost 2 lbs...heck....How this is possible after the 41 point saga (which on further calculation is now looking more like 47) I'm not sure.
Slightly concerned that it's going to catch up with me next week so think I'll do kickstart this week and try and level it out somewhere in the middle. As long as I don't gain it's all good!
I'm now off until the exams next Wednesday and Friday so plenty of studying to do. This will make me want to eat so I've got plenty of fruit and low fat snaks in. I think I should use my study breaks to do some exercise although it's more likely that I'll end up on the laptop!!
Well yesterday ended in disaster...had 15 points by 2:30pm and still had a bbq to go to. Wasn't hungry at 7pm so I had some WW Nachos and thought I'd just have a couple of vodka and cokes at the BBQ and then I'd stay within points. This was not to be - somehow my brain decided to sabotage all my efforts.
By 9pm I was starving and had a burger and 2 sausages along with bread which I think is 14 points then I had a whole bottle of rose wine which I think is about 7 points and then had a Mars Delight (5) making my total for yesterday 41 points. No chance of coming back from that one. Plus I have a really bad hangover, have to go to Morrisons and revise for the rest of the day. ICK!
Well I tried to have a lie in this morning but the neighbour who is building his own extension on evenings and weekends (for which he has no planning pemission) had other ideas and has been cutting bricks all morning. OH was on nights last night too so he got no sleep either and is not happy.
I had weetabix with a teeny bit of sugar for breakfast (3 points) but then it's all gone wrong at lunch. I've had:
Pasta: bigger than usual portion (3 points), 1/2 can princes tuna in brine (1.5 points), cheddar cheese (4 points) and a packet of maltesers which I didn't even want (3.5 points)
15 points already and I have a BBQ tonight and a night out tomorrow. Can't do any exercise because I should be revising (should have been since I got up but there we go) and I just feel like a fat ugly heifer if I'm honest.
