07/19/2010 07:50
? not in the right place
Man I am failing at this
Not sure I'm in the right time or space to fight my food demons too. Feel really sick this morning having over eaten yesterday. It was Lee's birthday so went out for lunch with his mum and daughters and then had his mum daughters sister and my children round for cake and nibbles.
Probably actually didn't eat a massive amount but was all really unhealthy so just feel a bit yuck today.
Got a lot going on at the mo which isn't helping. Hard to stay strong and not use your aold friend food as a back up lol!
Had a lovely day out on a boat on Saturday for my sisters birthday. Drank far too much and was poorly by the end of it. When will we ever learn lol!
Feel the need for fruit and exercise today. Am sure that'll take away all the cobwebs.
Yet again I'm going to tell you how it's a new day and a new start and how this time I'm going to do it Lol
Here's hoping!
Have a grt day and thankyou for making me smile. Love reading your blogs
xx
07/14/2010 08:45
12 weeks
Had WI last night and lost 2 lbs!!!! Woop Woop!!!!
Brought a 12 week tracker book which was half price along with a Pizza & Pasta cook book. Going to aim to fill out the tracker book religiously for those 12 weeks good or bad and think realisticly I could be at my goal by then
Wish me luck!
xx
07/13/2010 09:02
Emotionally Stronger
I am so happy to say that the above title is reallyv very true at the moment! And I for one am delighted! I am facing all my battles, taking time to regroup and dealing with them head on. All except food obviously lol! But that's my battle for today!
WI tonight- eek!! But on a plus side I'm up have done my tummy sit ups for the first time in weeks and made my soup last night so all is good and positive. And I may very well...wait fot it...count my points today! Lol!!
Just had another row though whilst writing this about the fact that I didn't want him to read it because he ridicules it...Must must must remind myself about my title lol!!
xx
07/09/2010 08:17
Sweets required
Had one of those days when only some yummy sweeties would do!
Was feeling a bit rubbish about things that were going on here. Nothing to worry about just silly things sometimes and I had a rubbish sleep so was tired too.
Was good and took the sweets into work and so shared with everyone else. Was even upstairs for the first two hours they were there!! Me leaving sweets when I'm in the need of them is unheard of!! Lol!!
Rest of day was good food wise so not too worried.
Am gonna start my 30 day challange again from today! 3rd time lucky hey!
Although I didn't pick at things from work I took stuff in to be picked at which really is just as bad Lol
Feeling positive today. Throwing out the rest of the horrible soup batch. Not taking a chance with that again. Yuck!!
Got some time with jsut my son later which I'm really looking forward too. We never get time alone! A Doctor Who sesson is in order me thinks!
Have a grt day
TFIF Lol
xx
07/08/2010 09:26
Shopping list
WI was grt last night! Was 11st 6lbs!! So lost 2! God knows how but I'll take that!
Today is shopping list day so going to plan some lovely meals and then hopefully will be good all week
Managed no picking at work yesterday and soup was yum so all good there!
Have salad, soup and WW pasta sauce with pasta to eat today. No garlic bread in the house so can't be tempted with that. Normally cook some of that up for Lee when we have this dish.
Feeling very positive
Have a grt day
xx
07/05/2010 07:49
Cr*p day :-(
Right I've had enough now. Enough of feeling rubbish and loosing control. It's only bloody food and I am taking my control back!!!
Ate dolly mixtures at the cinemas yesterday. They're like my saving grace. they're 5 points a packet, take ages to eat and are rediculously sweet. A real treat.
Then went for lunch with my friend. Now I would have been good if this event hadn't taken place but like I said earlier she was a friend who neeeded me and I wasn't going to let her down. Chose a cheese jacket potato and salad. Now I know a cheese one wasn't the best choice I could have chosen but figured it was better than all the other options and the huge roast dinners. I can cook a really lovely low point roast dinner but as we all know ones that youn eat when you're out are full of buttery veg and fatty pots etc. So though I'd done ok. Then the dessert menu came out
I'd originally said to the kids we weren't having one because we'd already had sweets today but she'd promised her kids they could. Couldn't let mine sit there and watch the others eat there so gave in. We actually all shared one dessert which wasn't hurrendous. Was a big dessert but one I would have easily polished off on my own in the bad old days. Problem is I then gave up and had tea too. Not because I was really hungry but because I was tired and had blown my points anyway. That excuse always gets me! Sachet of egg fried rice at 6 points. Was yuck! No idea why I ate it
Anyways new day new me...again lol!
So here starts the challenge! No picking at work for 30 days! Ready, steady, go lol
xx
07/04/2010 09:44
Chinese and Ice Cream
Ok I ate way too much yesterday!
Well I did and I didn't. Let me write it down so I can recap. Hum...Milk, Rice Krispies, Tube of Fruit Pastilles, 10p bag of Haribo, Cinnamon Bagel and honey and 3 Malibu & Diet Cokes. Not healthy but not hurrendous points wise. 13 I think...But now comes tea....Chinese & Haagen Daaz. Now I'm mad cos I didn't actually enjoy the chinese nso won't be going to that takeaway again. But the Ice Cream was delicious. Now having said I ate too much I threw half a portion of Chicken Chow Mein and me and Becca had shared the other half with a portion of sweet and sour sauce each. No Prawn Crackers or anything so that again isn't too horrid. We both had about ten chips from JJ's portion too
Brought two big tubs of Haagen Daaz. £4.49 each or 2 for £5!!! Had no choice!! Now between the 3 of us we polished off a whole tub and 2/3rds of the other! Am cross with myself but new day and all that
Have so got to get back on track!!!!Was gonna be really really good today but my friend has just txt to say she needs some company today and can we take the kids for a pub lunch. Her bloke is away with mine. Will make the best choices I can but will not let food rule my life enough to say no sorry friend who needs my help I can't come because I'm fat
xx
07/03/2010 12:46
Home alone!
I have the whole house to myself for like 4 hours!! Yeah!!
Downside is that I have loads of housework to do but de cluttering is actually really fun when it's over. Really looking forward to sitting down this evening in my lovely clean house with just the kiddies and cats enjoying a nice glass of Malibu and Diet Coke. Lee is away tonight. Miss him already but looking forward to some Mummy and Kids time too
Right off to clean
Chat later
xx
