07/19/2010 07:50
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Man I am failing at this 
Not sure I'm in the right time or space to fight my food demons too. Feel really sick this morning having over eaten yesterday. It was Lee's birthday so went out for lunch with his mum and daughters and then had his mum daughters sister and my children round for cake and nibbles.
Probably actually didn't eat a massive amount but was all really unhealthy so just feel a bit yuck today.
Got a lot going on at the mo which isn't helping. Hard to stay strong and not use your aold friend food as a back up lol!
Had a lovely day out on a boat on Saturday for my sisters birthday. Drank far too much and was poorly by the end of it. When will we ever learn lol!
Feel the need for fruit and exercise today. Am sure that'll take away all the cobwebs.
Yet again I'm going to tell you how it's a new day and a new start and how this time I'm going to do it Lol
Here's hoping!
Have a grt day and thankyou for making me smile. Love reading your blogs
xx