Hey! xx

Hey everyone....Hope you all well

Sorry I've not posted for a while.

Well I'm still plodding along with this whole diet thing and getting absolutely bloody nowehere!! Am so pi$$ed off!!!! It's so disheartening!

To go off subject kinda a minute...I'm giving the whole dating website another go at the mo.Well thats not strictly true as I've removed my profile now but have had a couple of dates. After all thats been going on I just decided life is too short not to try new things.

So my first date was with one of my ex husbands friends lol. Not close friend or anything and I did get back in touch with him through smooch.com so only felt marginally bad about it. Anyways was brickin it all week cos although he has seen me at this size before after I had my son, the last time he saw me I was 2 stone lighter!! So I was well nervous before I met up with him....Now I know this is going to sound really horrid cos he's a lovely guy but he'd piled on the weight big time since I'd last seen him too and I am very ashamed to say that I was just not attracted to him in the slightest because of it!! Isn't that awful!! I'd of been mortified if he'd have thought the same but to be fair to myself I really did give it a go. I spent all of the following sunday with him and had a smooch when I dropped him off, but there was just absolutely nothin there!!

My other news is that I am fast approaching lookin like a water bottle lol!! I have never drunk so much water regularly in my life!! I'm like weein every half hour lol!! And still bug*er all weight is droppin off :-( Any suggestions?

Am contemplating ordering some Phen off the internet because my doctors won't given me anything to help my weight loss. Just referred me to that nurse and even though I only have one more appt left with her and I've done all she's asked and lost naff all they still won't offer any meds because my BMI is now .2% below the criteria. Phen has also been banned over here....Noone on here's  had any bad experiences on it have they?

Caught up on everyones blogs earlier....girls your all doing so well....Am well proud of all of ya and just wanted to say cheers for being an inspiration!!

Have a grt wend and I'll talk to you all soon

xx

Phen

I took it for a short while last year. I actually have nothing bad to say about it. I dont regret taking it cause it was a major boost in the beginning. I got mine from my doctor.

Just remember that if you do get it you still have to eat healthy and get in your exercise. I know there are people that use it and loss a bunch of weight and then gain it all back after they stop taking it because they have not learned the "healthy lifestyle".

And water...for some reason I am SOOO thirtsy lately. I am downing 100 ounces of water every day before I even leave work. Dont know what is going on with it. Heck I have been up for 4 hours and I have already drank 40 ounces so far today...weird.

Have a great weekend!

Try and stay...

Focused i know it isnt easy.

Keep up with the water it will help in the long run

I have sent you a message

xx

Dieting

is never eay and my week has been a complete mess - maybe next week will be better :)