Feeling positive
well do ya know...and i am probably completely going to jinx myself when I actually type this....but I am actually feeling quite in control today!
Am glugging down the old water like I'll never drink again, have been out for lunch and chosen wisely food wise and had a diet coke rather than a glass of wine. I did slip up and have a tiny slice of cake at work and two choc roses but I can live with that and it'll be within my sins so thats cool.
Have got a friend coming round tonight and we're gonna order take out but have already chosen what I'm gonna eat and made all gd choices.
Done the weeks food shop according to the new meal plan...spent a fortune but all on good stuff instead of usual rubbish so thats cool.
As I'm having a take out tonight and am out all day tomorrow am gonna have a cook session withmy daughter now and make up the spag bol sauce ready for tea tomorrow then there's no excuses not too stick to it!!
Wish me luck, I hate cooking and am such a control freak!! It's so mean cos they love cooking with my mum but as its something I absolutely hate doing I really don't enjoy spending twice as long doing it and making twice the mess too lol...Will just have to grit my teeth and enjoy the old bonding side of it and count to ten when tomato sauce goes all up the wall lol
talk to you all soon
xx