Argh
My biggest issue (besides the depression I'm in) is technically eating enough. I very rarely eat breakfast. It's not that I don't want to or that I don't know how it's important to, I just don't. I always eat supper way too late then I feel like crap and I don't want to eat in the morning. Maybe it's actually depression all around. Just being in a nasty funk that I can't get out of screws up my ENTIRE life. I've come to the realization in the past 24 hours that I might seriously need professional help. Really not something I wanted to consider, but I just might have to if I want to get out of the rut I'm in. I just can't function. I can barely get to work in the mornings and I truly love my job. There's no reason for that crap. I have to fight myself to get out of bed. I have to fight myself to go for a walk. Why does everything have to be a fight??? I'm nearly driving my husband to drink I'm sure. I'm just so irritable all the time for no real reason..my mood will shift in the blink of an eye. Argh.