Thankyou to the people who have emailed me, wondering where I've been in the past month - and yes, I've still been on the internet. I've just been selectively choosing to ignore this particular blog, is all.
I've been well and truly off the bandwagon, and it's taken a long time to get my head around why. I still don't know exactly what the problem is - but obviously despite my weight loss, I have some huge issues with over eating. It doesn't help that I hurt my leg while exercising a few weeks ago, and have been using that excuse to AVOID doing anything all month.
I've put on not only by the scales, but on my figure too - I can see it on myself, and I feel really terrible. I have just under two months to get my act together before I leave... and I want to get to 80kg. I can't believe I'm not there yet, considering I was so close, but I guess that's what happens when you let yourself go.
I started my day off with a 5km run (in 1km intervals because I? Am unfit!) and am resisting the urge to just go and eat some damn McDonalds. You see? Issues. But hopefully this will be the start again.
Posted By: alyndabear
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11/05/2007 22:56
Right there with you...
I totally understand where you're coming from. I injured my calf almost 2 weeks ago and I'm finally able to walk normal again. I stopped writing on my blog too but I just recently started writing again (was ~ M ~ now elnrie). I know you have what it takes to reach your goals. So you fell off the bandwagon, I know you'll be able to jump back on it when the time is right for you. You need to be ready to do it. Don't rush yourself. Rome wasn't built overnight. Hang in there, and just take it one day at a time! I know you can do it! :0)
Have been reading your other blog and wondering why you stopped writing on this one . And than it hit me ..same reason I stopped writing a while... my bad bad eating habbits lately ... So I can fully related to you just now ...hope we can stay motivated!
I know what you mean. I, too, am off the bandwagon and don't know what to say about it. As a result, I'm not blogging, I'm not commenting, though I am lurking and reading. Hopefully we'll both figure it out at some point . . .