Waiting to Drop
I've been hanging at 190 for several weeks, through TOM, through drinking Tequila last Saturday, and through days of high protein and fresh vegetables. Hopefully by Friday there will be movement downward on the scale.
I have everything ready to take to the Attorney's office, the check is written, the details worked out (I hope), so perhaps, before the summer, I will be free to be me again.
I have been trying to get back to me again for over 2 years. It has taken me almost two years to lose these 30 pounds (up and down), and I have 20 more to go to be healthy.
For some reason, filing out these papers for a divorce has taken a load off of my shoulders. I am breathing easier and I am ready to lose the next 20, along with the 220 pounds of dead-weight hanging around my neck.
I even used my Soloflex a bit this week, slowly using muscles in my back and neck that haven't been used much at all for years.
So, nothing much, just trying to be healthy, eat healthy, and have an occassional fun night without going overboard.
Life is good.