was a complete failure. LOL!  I have come tot he realization that I am too busy of a person to be able to journal every little think, either on paper or on the internet.  I am still tracking my points.  Every point I eat is marked off on my tracker.  I honestly tried my hardest to track online,. but I just can't.  I guess that two kids 14 months and 3 months old are a hinder in that department a lot of the time.  I will try to track again.  I am going to post in a few minutes.

On to my weigh in today.  Well, it was not too good.  I am up 0.6 of a pound.  It  is not the end of the world.  I honestly thought that I would have been up a heck of a lot more.  Last week was a very hard week for me.

3 years ago August 9th I was 14 weeks pg and went for an ultrasound.  I found out that my DD had a 100% fatal birth defect called Anencephaly.  On August 10, 2004 I gave birth to a tiny little baby.  It was the saddest day of my life.  That baby was wanted so much.  DH and I had tried naturally for 3 years to get pg and it never happened.  That baby was the result of many different procedures, medications and medical intervention.  We were so happy when we finally found out that it worked and I was pregnant.  To lose little Lily Rose was devastating.  Every year I get very depressed and start emotional eating, so 0.6 is not a lot to gain for me. 

I am hoping to revamp my eating and exercise regimen and try to get off 2 lbs this week and 2 lbs next week becase the week after that I will be getting my monthly :(.

Let me go off and try to track what I have eaten so far today, before the baby gets cranky.

Have a blessed day everyone.

~Heather