Mixed feelings today *Day 31
Last night Nathan worked late and so did i . By the time i got home i was ready to hit the bed . So i did a stupid thing and ordered pizza... BUT i only ate 2 pieces and i had 900 calories set aside for dinner. Today im not doing the best either , just really down and trying to pick myself back up and keep going . Just the news about my cousin has hit me hard and my sisters boyfriends best friend took his life yesterday .I dont know why people do this . My sisters roommates are moving out and they never gave her a months notice, and for some reason she found pools of blood in her basement. I HATE her living there. Im always so worried about her , I dont trust anything that goes on in that house . Im just so angry about my cousin that finding out about Conner topped it off. My best friends dad also commited suicide by hanging himself when i was in grade 10 .
This morning i ate a brownie and a piece of pizza.... argh . But im eating apple sauce right now so thats a better snack . Im thinking that tonight i will make a salad or something with alot of veggies.
So here are my May goals.Hopefully i can stick to them .
* Lose 10 lbs ( or 12 lbs because i was sick this month and i want to lose 10lbs a month ) by the 31 which is a WI day =)
* WORKOUT!!!! i have to work out more!!! the weather is nice now and the snow is gone so i shouldnt *keyword* have a problem =P
* Drink more then 40 oz of water a day
Hope everyone is having a good day .Its wednesday the week is almost over hang on =).
Angie
xoxoxox