PHEN???

I was looking at some other blog entries today and i have ran into alot of people talking about Phen . Has anyone taken it?? Have you lost weight?

Nathan has been bringing up trying for a baby again ,but i do know that i need to lose alot more weight. I want to lose this weight the healthiest way but it is just not coming off as fast as id like it to . I have seen some woman losing up to 20 lbs a month. I want to be one of these woman =(

If anyone has any information that they can tell me about Phen it would be greatly appreciated!!!!

Angie

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IM trying IM tyring!!! -2lbs

So.. saturday was my date with my scale ..... drum roll please .. DOWN 2 LBS again!!!! woo hooo . Back on track woo hoo woo hooo haha . Bye Bye you nasty 8 lbs! I seem to be losing by the 2 lbs lol not that im complaining

It has been raining for the last week!!!! ahhh im so sick of it haha.

Have a great day everyone!

Angie

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Down 2 lbs!!!

    Back to work today ... woo hoo .. notttttt. Lol . I guess its not that bad i had a great weekend including yesterday which i had off because it was Victoria's Day . Nathan and i went to the Zoo !! I took about 250 pictures =D .I love taking pictures. Nathan seemed a little upset off and on during the day ,so i bought both of us an ice cream cone and we sat down to talk . He was getting a little upset because of all the pregnant woman and new borns that were at the Zoo. He said that it hurt knowing that we were not able to get pregnant right now and that he doesnt feel like a man . So we had a long talk in the sun watching the elephants =) And i told him that it wasnt his fault . When the time was right thats when it will happen. Also that i need to lose weight .

  We also bought a pool. I spent the day sunday BBQing and we had a small pool party. .I bought myself a new bathing suite ( because i grew out my one for last year ) and I thought that i looked pretty good.

   My self esteem was pretty good this weekend. Maybe its because i lost 2lbs!!!! im so happy =D . Im back on track and im going to kick some bum!

  Hope that everyone had a great weekend =)

May long Weekend!!!!

Woo hooo for a long weekend!!! It is suppose to be BEAUTIFUL here ! I cant wait to get out in the sun and work on my tan .. im starting to look like Casper haha.

Yesterday i went for a bike ride, i havent gone for a bike ride in almost 2 years. It was great, i had my cute work out outfit on and my hair in pig tails. I hate when i sweat and my hair is tickling my back with the tip of my ponytail Lol i know i know im weird =)

I was watching a movie this afternoon on how KFC kills there chickens.. lets just say i am thinking of turning into a vegetarian !! i cant belive how cruel they are to these animals , slamming them against walls and kicking them . Its horrible !!! I have never really been a fan of meat .. well only chicken . About a year ago i stopped eating meat for 2 months. Im still undecided but i am really going to think about not eating meat anymore. I do have to look for vegetarians recipes =D

I hope that everyone has a great weekend and if the weather is nice go in the sun and have some fun =)

Angie

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Ekk!!! Oh no !! Argh!!!

That about sums it up ... i didnt weight myself on the weekend because i knew that i went up . I havent worked out and i have been eating out so much!!! I feel like i cant stop. I still have lost 4 lbs but i did gain 4 back aswell. I just cant seem to motivate myself and i have been so EXHAUSTED!!!! It is only 9:50 am i had breakfast at 9 and i am still hungry ! not to mention i want to pass out because i am so tired.

I have been taking care of my grandma becuase she feel down the other day and now she has 2 black eyes, a broken rib and a broken nose!!!! She looks horrible and she is in alot of pain .

Nathan and i bought a 93 pontiac sunbird!!! We can not keep driving our 2003 Chevy Silverado with these gas prices! Its insane. So instead of spending 130$ a week on gas for the truck we are only spending 50 =D . We are going to be saving 800$ a month for our new house!

If anyone has any ideas of what kind of food i can eat that will fill me up so that i dont snack throughout the day . I need help =( .I have to lose this week for so many reasons!!!

Thanks so much

Angie

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Almost Forgot

I forgot to weight myself in on saturday ..wayyy to much going on . So i stepped on the scale tonight and i am the same 222lbs . Just wanted to give a quick up date !!

night

Angie

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Mixed feelings today *Day 31

  Last night Nathan worked late and so did i . By the time i got home i was ready to hit the bed . So i did a stupid thing and ordered pizza... BUT i only ate 2 pieces and i had 900 calories set aside for dinner. Today im not doing the best either , just really down and trying to pick myself back up and keep going . Just the news about my cousin has hit me hard and my sisters boyfriends best friend took his life yesterday .I dont know why people do this . My sisters  roommates are moving out and they never gave her a months notice, and for some reason she found pools of blood in her basement. I HATE her living there. Im always so worried about her , I dont trust anything that goes on in that house . Im just so angry about my cousin that finding out about Conner topped it off. My best friends dad also commited suicide by hanging himself when i was in grade 10 .

This morning i ate a brownie and a piece of pizza.... argh . But im eating apple sauce right now so thats a better snack . Im thinking that tonight i will make a salad or something with alot of veggies.

So here are my May goals.Hopefully i can stick to them .

* Lose 10 lbs ( or 12 lbs because i was sick this month and i want to lose 10lbs a month ) by the 31 which is a WI day =)

* WORKOUT!!!! i have to work out more!!! the weather is nice now and the snow is gone so i shouldnt *keyword* have a problem =P

* Drink more then 40 oz of water a day

Hope everyone is having a good day .Its wednesday the week is almost over hang on =).

Angie

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Emotional today * Day 30*

Well last night when i arrived home there was a msg on my phone . It was my grand mother. She had asked me to call her when she gets home because she needed to tell me something.

So i called her right away , i could tell that she was very upset her voice was trembling on the voicemail she left. My cousin had taken his life. He hung himself ='( . His two sons came home from school and found him .They are 12 and 18 years old.

This is a very emotional day for me im not to sure what to do . I moved from montreal ( were my family is ) to calgary,alberta about 8 years ago and i havent seen him since. Not to mention that i cant even take anytime off of work for the funeral =(.

Angie

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Day 29 !

Well everyone    ....                           

Haha Nah today is a great monday. The sun is out its nice and warm!! i have been able to wear my flip flops the last 2 days.. But tomorrow there is an 80% chance of snow =P GOOO FIGUREEE Lol . Atleast my yard is getting alot of water its so green =D.

So as my previous posts said I AM DOWN 2 more pounds!!!!!! Im so pround of myself .Soooo that is 8 lbs in a month . Not bad . Id like to go for 8- 10 lbs. So i still made it =) This month i am going to try and get my ab workout dvd in more often!

Hope everyone had a great weekend !

Angie

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Day 28 -2 lbs!!!

Yesterday i stepped on the scale and im down 2 more lbs!!!! a total of 8 lbs!!Im so proud of myself !!! So is nathan .This week i am going to work out a bit more.

Hope everyone is having a great weekend .

Angie

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