So yeah its been a while since I have been on here and I have gained about 30 pounds. I could get Gastric Bypass but my insurance doesn't cover it so here I am again fighting this damn battle all over again. I know I have the power to do this but it almost seems unfair that there are people who can eat and eat pizza all day and not gain a pound. I know there is a pretty girl inside of me and I can't wait to unviel her but I know it will take some time. Ok enough of that. So I started my new eating habits last monday and so its been a week. I got on the scale today and I have lost 10 pounds which i great. If I was on the biggest loser that would be an awesome weigh in. I decided to weigh myself every monday but I decided to do it on Sunday this once because I didn't wanna forget tomorrow b/c I am going to be very busy. So all in all its good. I guess some might think I have a bad attitude about this whole thing but I don't. Im just really pissed I let myself gain thirty pounds in that last 6 months. I was under 300 and then BOOM it all went downhill and I have no idea why. WHY WHY WHY... oh well I have actually been doing really well. The last time i was dieting well it was a diet so it sucked. I have decided not to diet anymore but to change my eating habits and have come to grips with I will have to do this for the rest of my life. I have been eating tons of fruits and vegetables. No Soda, no candy, and I try to eat things that are not processed and things that are good for me. I am really happy with it because If i get hungry i eat. I just eat a different kind of food. Like instead of a few double cheeseburgers, i instead eat some steamed broccoli or some steamed cabbage with an orange or some cantaloupe. I stay full and its not that hard. I am eating more foods that are feeling but low in calories. I will keep you posted going to bed now.
Wow its been a long time but I am finally maintaining under 300 and I am really doing well on my new way of life. I get so hungry at night but i withhold and the weight is falling off again. I was caught in a plateau for a while but i think my body is acting right again.
Its a nice feeling to be under 300 pounds... I am excited about it. I have lost one pant size so far. From my biggest size I have lost 51 pounds. I am still big but not as big as I used to be. I was doing low carb first then low calorie then now I am doing low carb again. I lost about 60 on low carb first then i gained 40 back and on low calorie I Lost 40 pounds. So I decided to go back on low carb because It has always worked and I dont want to get burned out so I thought I would switch it up a bit. I met a new guy. He is cool so much better than my old guy I wasted two years with. Overall things are very good. I seem to be losing weight on low carb so maybe in the next week or two I will be under 290. Guess we will see.
Feeling great today.I am down some more weight.I bought a new outfit for Easter and probably not going to be able to wear it because its too frickin cold outside.I can’t believe it actually snowed this morning when last week it was 80 degrees.Overall I’m doing well, I am not exercising as much as I would like but I am joining the gym again and this time with free **tanning** yippee!!So I hope everyone in EP world is doing well and I will check back with you guys later on.Shout out to everyone who leaves me comments and all of my friends here on EP.TTYL!
I am starting to not have to count calories anymore b/c I am in control of what I eat and the portion I eat it in. I feel wonderful... Food was my friend but now is just an Acquaintance.I am going out way much more than I used to and I am planning on finally attending school.I would like to go to school to be a radiologist or do ultrasounds, which from what I have researched seem to be in the same sort of field.I would love to ultrasound for babies.That would be awesome.I filled out my fafsa form last night and I’m on my way.Before I lost this weight I would of never done this.I feel like I have a new lease on life. Its great.
so I have lost a total of 15 lbs which im very happy about. Its kinda dis-heartening b/c no one seems to notice. But its b/c im big to begin with so i doesn't really show. However I can really notice. My clothes fit different. I bought a pair of jeans before christmas that I could not fit. When I bought them I thought oh I can fit them but got them home and they did not fit so I just stuck them in a drawer. I pulled them out a couple of days ago and they fit without me laying on the bed to suck in my big gut. So success but still a little disheartening although it makes me want to push forward and keep loosing so people will notice.... Everyone likes compliments!! I am doing this for me and no anyone else...BLAH BLAH BLAH but im just trying to be real and everyone out there losing weight wants people to notice. Its all gravy baby because im on my way to a bootylicious figure and no one can stop me... PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
