Nervous

Fed up of frequently feeling like the proveerbial beached whale. The fattest girl at my work (although you could argue anything above a size 8 in "fashion" retail is too much) Started the new year feeling positive about loosing weight. 3 weeks in, feel like im getting nowhere fast. ive managed to get my fast food intake down to one day and when i work 4 doors down from MacDonalds its taking alot of will power to resist that smell.

I hate feeling so trapped, ive always always been overweight, ever since primary school, last few years ive gone from between 11 and 13 stone. currently sitting at 12 and a half. last time i cut out all gluten, wheat and dairy products i lost about a stone and a half in 2 weeks but i was living off baked potatoes with plain tuna.

Joinin a gym with a swimming pool once i get everything sorted out, hoping to go every day after work. praying i can get my ass in gear and this summer i wont be sweltering away in big tshirts and long shorts and i can wear proper shorts and those really cute halter tops