07/16/2009 20:21
002: No Sleep = Zombie Rabbit
So I havent been to bed yet (Its about 2pm). I think Im overloaded on stress, not to mention my life falling into shambles before my very eyes. *Sigh* Ill probably pass out on the couch in a little bit.
Ive got a severe lack of privacy right now; and thats probably not helping any.
Put simply: I dont trust people. And Ive got some pretty good reasons not to. I dont like leaving myself unconcious in open spaces. So my mind revolts and tries to keep me awake until I can find somewhere sane to sleep.
Its pretty bad that Ive got more privacy at Greg's house. Even with 5 people, 1 toddler, & an infant.
*Sigh*
I miss the luxuries of living in tampa. Never had to worry about money. No one invaded my privacy. Not to mention the fact that there was always an intelligent conversation to be had. All I get here are bitches and moans. About how Im always doing something wrong. About how much better off I could of turned out.
Well, I guess every family has its "fuck-up". Thanks for letting me know its me. 