:-) MIXED EMOTIONS :-(
So today is July 3rd and I leave for the beach in about 9 hrs.. Im excited about getting away but Im dreading watching all the skinny girls prance around in their 2 piece bathing suits while Im in shorts and a tshirt because I refuse to wear a 1 piece or a tankini. I know i shouldnt feel this way because its nobodies fault but mine. It just sucks and it makes me really really sad but I try to keep it bottled in. Also My 21st birthday is coming up and im really excited about it and going out to celebrate. The only thing that messes up my whole mood is that the dress i want I cant have because its not available in my size... #bummer so I guess its safe to say that im having mixed emotions :-l why is it so hard to keep up the hard work and gain success??