2 more pounds!
Had weigh in last night an have lost 2lbs!! only 1.5lbs to go and I have lost a whole stone!! Hurrah!!!
Well this week has been pretty dull, not been out of the house, only to take and pick up DS from school. I have done an exercise dvd every day so thats good!
DS has joined the brass band at school and cam home with a trumpet on wednesday! I am so pleased he wanted to do it even if my bf his dad hates it, gee he is being a miserable bugger! He is 18 years older than me and lately the age gap is showing! He seems to be happy for my weightloss but angry too, he says I will leave him when I am thin, maybe I will if he carries on this way!! lol!
I have got to find work, I worked in the care 'industry' for over 10 years but can't face doing it again as the homes in uk are full of staff who speak very little or no english and the owners are awful money grabbers...Ideally I'd like to work in a supermarket on a check out, but I can't get a job as I don't have the experience, it has to bein school hours as bf wont do school run or look after him after school or weekends due to his work and golf commitments grrrr, he's getting really peed off with me for not earning, but i feel i am in a vicious circle..i sooo need some money and to get my independence back, and confidence.
sorry for writing all this drivel but it kind of makes me feel a little off loaded if you know what I mean !!
xxx