about me...don't fall asleep
Thanks Lynnara for your comments! I had written quite a bit about myself but it seems to have disappeared...oh the wonders of technology!
Well I'll write it again: I am 30 years old, I live with my BF and 9 yr old son. I have been overweight for most of my life was always fatter than my mates but not hugely overweight, after the birth of my son I managed to get to 7 1/2 stone (I am only just 5ft) and felt fab...my weight seemed to pile on after having the depo provera contraceptive injection, I had it for 7 years and put on 5 stone. I have been off it a year now and yo yo dieted, I tried the cambridge diet (bought it of an auction site) lost 8lbs but put on another stone on top!! I enjoy wine too much that is partly my weight problem and also I don't exercise enough.
Being overweight has made me detest my self, I have no confidence, only go out of my house to take and pick my son up from school. My bf is very caring but can't understand and thinks I am using my weight as an excuse not to work, maybe I am (a few years ago I was working as a care assistant at my local hospital working 40 hrs a week I get panicy at the thought of it now..I am so cross but feel so worthless-I'm sure people in similar situations understand)
On the 14th of Sept I managed to give myself a kick up the butt and I joined a Rosemary Conley diet and fitness club, its better than other clubs I feel as its not all about sitting for an hour talking (I used to dread the woman talking to me in front of all the other dieters) in this class we got weighed, then she did a 5 min talk giving out certificates to 'losers' then its all up for a 45 min aerobic workout. How great! No really it is!
In my 1st weigh in I lost 6lbs! I was slimmer of the week, bet that peeed some off as I was a newey!
I can not reccommend goin to a diet club to keep you focused and on the straight and narrow! I havn't touched a drop of booze since I started and I really don't miss it!
Any way enough of my drivel, I must go and put the washing out...wot joy!