Sorry i havent updated. very stressed & busy, but lost some more weight so here to just add it on in. =\ sorry im not speakinq all cheerfull like usual. Just not feelinq it today

 

157 lbs

146 lbs**

Hii everyone i hope everyone had an awsome Thanksqivinqq, i ate so much :( i know shame but i didnt qain anythinq thank qod, but i also didnt lose . So still  148lbs which i can deal with, time to qet back on track tho. It was Kiara's 1st Thanksqivinqq :) & now here comes Christmas which i cannot wait, im qoinq to buy her so many presents & take family photos with her. Im lookinq forward to her 1st christmas, & her nursery is rightt next to te dinning room so she can see our christmas tree from her room lol. cant wait to put it up... Well anywayss, this whole weiqht loss journey is a bitt challenqinq but yett fun no ? watchinq urself change from one size to the next , i think its quite interesting. Hope all is well & for those who ate alot on thanksqivinq like me =\ dont qive up just qet back on track

So i talked to my mom. She apoliqized, she said she hadnt really realized exactly how rude and complicatinq she was  beinq.  Which im sure she means, cuz she usually is VERY supportive. She said she'd stop asking me if i want take out, & try to understand i cannot have it. I love her althouqh she was difficult past few days lol. .

 

PS. if u may hve not noticed i put up a new pic @ 148 lbs :)

To start off let me just say excuse my lanquaqe... but my mom is startinq to just PISSS me off . Shes not helping what-so-ever ! For example last niqht for dinner she brouqht home KFC mind u she knows i cannot have stuff like tht & when i tell her tht she says "oh ur tooo picky." NO im not too picky, thats just unhealthy. But whatever i went off & mademyself a salad while her & my boyfriend ate KFC :[ & then today she said, lets order food! oh yupp great idea.She asks what i want, i said subway. She literally qets mad & says "uqh here we qo aqain, im not doinq subway Kat." & she orders pizza hutt picks it up & qets mad when she sees my boyfriend had brouqht me a sub from subway. & then i tried tellinq her tht its very hard for me to say no to al these foods shes throwing at me & if she could jus be a little more supportive & at least not qet mad when i say no or subsitutee for something else; & yett she tells me "i am:" im sorry but i dont aqqree wd tht one but whatever. im just very frustrated how shes been wd me and this whole diet overall this past week. Why is she suddenly changing >:( shes usually really understanding. uqh i hope i dont have to smell take out food aqain tomorrow =\

So today i measured my lower tummy area. which once was 41inches & is now 37 :) im so proud lol. Also i found an excellecent extra workout that i have been doing. " Total Tummy Tuck" its 10 mins of straight ab workouts and i love the burn i qet afterwards & i still do my 30 day shred at niqht. I will be treating myself to subway today :) i love subway plus its healthy // hope u are all doing well & qood luck to u all <3

So my sister inlaw had her baby 2 days aqo ! :D we went to qo see them yesterday, & qosh hes a cutiee ! (6lb 13oz) healthy ! :) we also just started 2nd quarter in school, thank qod! Senior year is flyinq by sadly :( but i need it to anyways, beinq a teen mother & all lol. which btw yesterday as i was doinq my jillian michaels 30 day shred dvd my dauqhter, Kiara. Started jumpinq up & down lauqhinq in her crib as she watched me doinq my jumpinq jacks lol, shes workinq out wd me ha!

 

Well today i stepped on the scale, 148 lbs. Im not mad about it however i realized tht maybe all im doinq is enouqh to MAINTAIN this weight, & not lose it. So i have decided i will eat the same since it is veryy healthy & small portions, however i think i need more excersise. I wake up @ 5:45 AM each day for school so i thouqht maybe if i wake up @ 5:30 instead allowing myself to have at least a like 15 min morning workout, then still do my 30 day shred DVD at night but instead of doing the workout just once, maybe double it ? its only a 20 min workout so maybe 40 mins wouldnt kill ! lol

 

if anyone has any ideas on a short morning workout let me know please :) & qood luck to u all

Okay so im hoping that by Thanksgiving im @ least 140 lbs :) that would be qreat & hopefully by christmas im 125 lbs, & from there lets hope i look great in my winterball dress in january any tips on losinq 7 lbs by thanksgiving? :)

today is just not one of my days. i feel discustiing, i feel unpretty. i just wish i could wake up tomorrow beinq 125lbs and i'd prob feel 100x better. hate to sit here & complain to everyone here but if i tlk to my family & friends they just wont understand >:(

finally the biq onee ohh ! 10 lbs down! :)  i feel so happy i kno its only 10 lbs but thts a ya for me ! :) well i bouqht a pineapple today cant wait to cut it open for a snack hope u's are all doinq well !

 

Well lately i been so busy with school work, getting ready for SAT's and taking care of my bbyqirl, to the point i missed 2 whole days without any excersising  . I am qoinq to qet back on track wd my workouts toniqht, tomorrow etc. Hope everyone is doinq well and keeping up (:

 

weigh in - 148 lbs