10/13/2010 20:59
Day 2...Perfection remains elusive
Much better yesterday but for some reason I'm overcome by two things....Hunger and fatique. I was so tired yesterday I went to bed at 7:30...Didn't even stay up for Biggest Loser!
Was going to try some Chicken Picatta I got a recipe for, but didn't get a chance to stop at the store on my way home so I sent hubby to get chinese take out. Ate too many pot stickers...Ate dinner too early, and woke up at 4am truly hungry. Got a Babybel light cheese and a few pretzels....not a bad middle of the night snack, but it's been SO long since I've had a middle of the night snack.
Tonite I need to spend time on the elliptical...I can't believe I've gone from running and the gym back to the elliptical in the living room. I remember why I stopped running, it was another stinking bladder infection I didn't want to go to the Dr for because they always tell me it's not an infection...in the meantime, I had to pee NOW when I had to go, and it burned like crazy...but not an infection? Really? Before you say I should go have it checked out, I did...went through a myriad of tests and nothing came up. I guess I just imagine it....while I wet my pants because I was too far from the potty.
Sorry, TMI I know. Today will be better. I probably need to exercise so I have energy. I am dragging my sorry a$$ back to WW tonite. So ashamed, but I gotta do it for me. It ain't working w/o it and I know this!

